04 April 2009

Eeeeugh, Slut

yeeh, i've done the most stupidest and slutiest things in the past.. but i've got a heart ya'kno.. and a brain too, its jus that i havent been using my brain. i was young and immature, but now i'm smart enough to distinguish right from wrong and to follow my heart, but to try think before i act.. like how things would be, and what would the consequences be. yeeh, i dont think before i act in every situation, but like im perfect.. i've been hurt many times before, and i thought that my actions was setting off that i was jus asking for it. welll, i've been done playing games for the longest. took me a while to realize things, but im proud of myself. i kno that i cant change the past, but i can make a better future for myself. looking back at how i used to be before, and the things i used to do makes me completely disgusted. i cant even believe myself.. but whatever, the past is the past.. and time to move on.