i've been having bad days for the past couple of days now. and i hate it sooo much. but today mustve been the worst.. im not gonna even talk about what else has been bothering me. today nolan called me and said that he was in the hospital.. he said he broke his arm and he needed to go to operation. i was in shock and i didnt kno what to say at all. i wanned to see him so badly, but i couldnt :/ so many things were going through my head throught the whole day.. but damn, i realized how much i love him. and to know that he was alive made me happpy. uggh, I TOLD YOU TO BE CAREFUL! i love you babe, wish i was there with you..
