how i've changed.. for better & for worse. i've noticed how i used to be so close with my bestfriends, and how i used to be understanding. now im too caught up with whats going on with my life, and im not to social. i've lost/pushed away some of my bestfriends. one of my past bestfriends called me today, and i really didnt know what to talk about. we both drifted because of some stuff, and i didnt want to ruin or interfere with anything. i'm not a homewrecker, and i know i wouldnt want anyone to do that to me either.. so i decided to let my bestfriend go to make sure nothing bad would happen between him and his girlfriend. couple days ago he asked me who my bestfriend was now, and he told me he never had a bestfriend after me ever since. we used to be soo close, i wonder what happened..
