03 March 2009

What He Does To Me..

i cant explain it, but daamn im twisted and full of different emotions.
i love him, i know i do.. and i kno that he loves me tooo.
love at first site, is it even possible ? if sooo, can it last ?
i been crying for a few nights already and its not because he
meant to hurt me intentionally, but because i love him so much
that im scared to lose him. i try to talk it out w/my friends
so that i dont explode into tears, but i still feel miserable.
im going crazy when im not w/him. i misss him so much :/
i cant concentrate in schoool or at home, & this is the first time
that my boyfriend has ever affected my academic life.
usually those other dipshits i went out with dont fuck up me & schoool.
but this one got me thinking of him 24/7 and distracted from
being educated >.<>