Fuck This Already

i try to isolate myself from my heart and my mind, but the more i try to get away from them.. the more they bother me. i took you back in a heartbeat, and my happiness was restored.. but lately, all my joy turned into nothing but pain, confusion and tears.. i've shedded tears over you every day and night since saturday, the 28th of february.. that's been over a week, and yet my heart isnt numb and my mind still thinks of you 24/7. for now, alll i can & will do is think, sobb and wait..