03 May 2009

Gotta Change

dary: babe, do you think we're gonna last forever ?
nolan: yeeh, do you ?
dary: i hope soo..
nolan: what do you mean you hope so ?
dary: im just saying, cause things could change ya'kno..
a while later..
nolan: babe, remember when you were asking me if i thought if we would last forever ?
dary: yeeh, what about ?
nolan: you just gotta believe that we'll last..

i'll try my best to believe. but i can still only HOPE that we'll last. for the past couple of days, i've started to feel like im your WORST girlfriend. i admit that im hard headed, stupid, bitchy and full of shit. not to mention hypocritical and i cant handle my own medicine. so im tryna clean up my act and deal w/all the shit that i've given you being blown up in my face one at a time. i guess i deserve it, and you deserve to be treated better..

i love you.. & im sorrry.